Saturday, April 11, 2009

Is It People Who Make You Feel Shame Or Guilt, Or Is It You?

For me, it's the fact that I KNOW who/what/how I am, I know it like I breathe, but I'm treated like I'm not...even though I AM! It's a daily fight for myself, proving I'm who I say I am, how do you get other people to see this about me without jamming it down their throats when all they see are my mistakes or mess ups?

I don't know...I tell myself just be myself...it's just hard in my present circumstances and situations....but I have a willing heart and mind and am believing God in a do over AGAIN...starting today, so I willfully, purposely start again, TODAY.

Here's an excellent article written for men, so I have changed it to apply to women....see if it rings any truth to you as well:

Guilt is when you feel you've done something wrong. Shame is when you feel there's something wrong with YOU!
What's wrong with you? Go ahead, think about it. You may never have put it into words, but the thoughts have been there. Those thoughts have informed your decisions, your choices, your perspective on life, relationships, having fun, and parenting.
So, what is wrong with you? Are you not good enough, smart enough, sharp enough, motivated enough, sensitive enough, successful enough, neat enough, talented enough, interesting enough, creative enough?
Whatever it is, you've been fighting those thoughts for a very long time. But what if they're lies? What if it's not true? What if you are enough? What if the only obstacle to being the woman you want to be is the lie that separates you from the truth of who you really are? What if the shame you feel is a lie? What if there's nothing wrong with you?
Guess what? There's nothing wrong with you!
You just have some work to do. You have some new tools to learn. You need to develop the vision of the woman you want to be and get the support you need to make a few changes. It's not always easy. But that doesn't mean there's something wrong with you.
So, enough already with the shame. Make the commitment to change. And then get to work on being the woman, wife and mother you've always wanted to be. That'll be enough.

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