Hi All...

Hi Everyone!

We are coming to you tonight from Ohio....Ive written to you about that hot dog place in Toledo that Klinger from Mash used to talk about...at this very moment, the name is right on the tip of my tongue and that's where its staying...but seriously, it DOES exist and its just off the highway....man, I wish I could remember the name of the place...

Anyway...I am at that stage in life where I can do nothing right...I don't know why or have any answers, but I am seriously doing some real stupid stuff that I think is pushing Honey Bear so far away from me, its deafeningly frightening! He is so upset with me, and its stuff that I am messing up with HIS work...not good. Why I ask myself...I haven't any answers...I just pray that those horrible events that are between God, Honey Bear and me are long gone, and that the fears that tear at me every single moment will leave!

So, that's how my life has been lately....not good.

We have been awake since 1 pm yesterday working and its 7 pm the next night! Not good either. I am beyond tired, that I cant sleep...thankfully, Honey Bear IS.

We go to New Jersey, Connecticut and the Bronx tomorrow, then head out towards IL where we will get stuck for the holiday...mind you, I don't have any REAL problems with this, as Honey Bear can take a Harley ride and we have the possibility to visit with my son and a friend of mine while there, but like I said, my fears are very real to me right now only due to the past, so my home state is NOT the place I want to spend two days and nights at!

Anyway, prayers for us and over us, as always, aregreatly appreciated right now.

I love my Honey Bear with all of my heart, I am grateful for prayer partners I have here and I thank you all!

Have a great night,
Mar